In the course of reading “L’ABRI”, the quote above from the book touched off some artwork about the Way, Truth, and Life, as I continue on this life’s journey called “me” as we all do 24/7/365. I’m not going to explain that. I am going to explain a rather vicious waking vision I had this evening.
He is tall and straight, like as if He hung on the cross years ago. But He is walking. And His outstretched Arms had upon them two men with Edward of the middle name. I didn’t tell the first waking nightmare I had in this place on the earth called the first heaven that I lived for real nine years come Monday, September 25, 2017–that first glimpse was on a walk just two days ago. It made me ill. It made me ill. I will not explain it because I’d rather talk about Him. He is my All in All and when He forgives what they should have repented though He didn’t really want to do it and I could tell that in the spirit realms, then she is released in this case; yes, she is. I’m going to have a lovely day September 25, 2017 in Jesus Name, amen.
Arms outstretched, He effortlessly carried them one on the left and one on the right. But what I saw made me ill. It makes me ill. I am alone; bereft; and, it makes me ill. Blood running down the Head, Torso, and Legs of the seven Foot Man as He was walking strongly, singularly, and straight forward. I do not know where He is going. I never do. BUT it isn’t to say a man with a red cap didn’t buy a drink like I bought six of them today.
It isn’t to say that though he was only a man, surely, with that red cap on. I’ve seen plenty of men, and an angel too, wearing ball caps. I don’t know why they do it. Well, I mean, I don’t know why angel men do it unless they are only keeping their heads covered so as not to get a sunburn. But that didn’t quite make sense November 19, 2016, though that was a white ball cap on the angelic man’s head. I could be mistaken, though, because nobody believes me around here.
Whenever I get into that sort of painful vision, Bebe Rexha’s CD I Don’t Wanna Grow Up gets me through the vision of it. This is all glory to GOD how music, and living life, help me one day at a time in Jesus Name, amen.
For no one does anything in secret when he wishes to be conspicuous and secure publicity. If You [must] do these things [if You must act like this], show Yourself openly and make Yourself known to the world!
5 For [even] His brothers did not believe in or adhere to or trust in orrely on Him either.
6 Whereupon Jesus said to them, My time (opportunity) has not come yet; but any time is suitable for you and your opportunity is ready any time [is always here].
Then a fresh division of opinion arose among the Jews because of His saying these things.
20 And many of them said, He has a demon and He is mad (insane—He raves, He rambles). Why do you listen to Him?
21 Others argued, These are not the thoughts and the language of one possessed. Can a demon-possessed person open blind eyes?
That the Christ (the Anointed One) must suffer and that He, by being the first to rise from the dead, would declare and show light both to the [Jewish] people and to the Gentiles.
24 And as he thus proceeded with his defense, Festus called out loudly, Paul, you are mad! Your great learning is driving you insane!
25 But Paul replied, I am not mad, most noble Festus, but I am uttering the straight, sound truth.
Edward means “rich guard” and they are hardest in my line of vision some of the time to get along with like, say, doubting Thomas and disciple Peter. What about Judas Iscariot? Judas Iscariot was right out there. He was a scoundrel. It’s the ones that demand to appear right who are the most lethal in my prophetic experience, but I’m only talking allegorically, aren’t I? Yes, yes, I’m only speaking allegorically all my life as an author. Surely I don’t know what I’m talking about.
For after all, there is coronation and there is Psalm 2 coroNATION all glory to GOD and in Jesus Name, amen.
All that I am saying is that Jesus said that from then on, they knew the Father (John 14:5-7). He didn’t wait until some magical moment, waiting around until they straightened up and flew right, right? Right. It’s not like Peter had denied Jesus three times when Thomas asked his excellent question. I have a question: when do ya’ll suppose Jesus Christ is going to ask of the Father for the nations as is spoken in Psalm 2? Or did He already do that?
All I can tell you, in the flesh life, is that my left shoulder is Ouch! tonight like it was all day. I think I slept wrong on it but too, at Friday Night Worship, I was flying like the eagles Mahesh Chavda told me about one night at Cathedral of Praise where they were so tightly woven you couldn’t even see any sky. In other words, I called the Eagles down with Mahesh Chavda though he shared the vision in December of 2015.
My Eagle, so to speak, is already down to earth. If there is one thing Bobby Conner, Shane Davis, and Cara Coffey know how to do these days it is fall out of heaven Revelation 9 style. Shane says he has seen the stars fall in a vision and they hit the earth as ash dust. That would be humans right? Right.
Do I know what I’m talking about? In only a few manners of speaking do I know what I’m talking about. Forgiveness is what I’m talking about for the flesh life after nine very long years.
If they thought I was not going to eventually see all the hidden places of what happened to me across nine years in Austin, Texas, then they don’t understand King of kings. They never will. He doesn’t need to look in the mirror to see what you look like on the inside. I’m just saying, and if you’ve seen Jesus you’ve seen the Father. A ton of Christians have seen Jesus. I’m here to tell you I have no idea what the combination is that controls whether or not you see Him in the flesh life on this earth. But I know that God Father finishes judgment, and that little item is none of our business until it is. It’s my business here in Austin, Texas as a prophetess. I’ll just shut up now. I’m normal. You are too. Yay GOD.
“There’s a war inside my head; sometimes I wish that I was dead; I’m broken. So I call this therapist and she said Girl you can’t be fixed…just take this. I’m always trying to be normal; I’m always over-thinking; I’m driving myself crazy; sorry if I’m fucking crazy…….And I’m gonna show you……” ~”I’m Gonna Show You Crazy by Bebe Rexha
I write this article, not for me–I wrote it in my first book. When God allowed me deliverance from September through December of 2008 from Insanity, I wrote how I weep inside for those who are pushed to the edge and then they go over the edge. I write for them tonight. I have a nice life; a family who love me even though I’m strange, and a church to go to where I have friends old and new that accept me and I accept them. We know Jesus loves us and we never will deserve it but we keep working out that salvation with fear and trembling.
I’m not crazy and I’ve never wanted to kill myself though I have dryly thought, as I was mentally suffering, that it’d be nice not to be living, so to speak, through this hard thing I’m going through.
There she is again; that Cara Coffey, author. She never comes to a conclusion. And, we hate her there. Conclude, woman! Naw……that’s something I’m not skilled at….Conclusions. I’m skilled at New Beginnings, but not Conclusions. Have a nice life.
ArchAngel Michael loves the wine 🍷 color resplendent in Rose’ or perhaps something a little darker. I have a feeling ArchAngel Gabriel loves the color blue in varying shades just like the oceans 🌊 of people who testify of our Jesus. This is according to Revelation 22.
I think ArchAngel Michael and I have a question. I was asking GOD today as I worshipped…..I was asking HIM if there are places in heaven and on earth that will forevermore sing and play high pitched songs of war and revelry? Or are those genre coming to pass? Or maybe, just maybe, humans will prefer that sort of music forever but not I. I will dwell quietly with joyful, sober, thoughtful music just like the ArchAngels of 2/3. After what the 1/3 have been through, and if they are not cast into that unspeakably horrible place, I would suspect healing rooms and music will be necessary for them. But that isn’t my business though the mother in me desires to gather all humans and angels save that which obviously lives to tempt humankind in wickedness under His Wings. The peacemaker me craves peace though I am forevermore Mary Magdalene. Jesus told her not to touch Him when He showed her He was the Gardener that day. We don’t. We obey in season and out of season all glory to GOD. Jesus is permenantly taking this little sister out of season. Thank You Jesus.
Apostle Paul tells us to entertain lovingly because we may be entertaining an Angel. Christian men think their authority is going to equalize with angels. It is not going to ever do that. Human males have been just that arrogant across time. They are losing authority and this is why I’m going underground with Jesus now, in the spirit realms. I’m too feeble for such real, biblical realities. Angels aren’t. Yay GOD.